I usually save venting for teh LJ, but as there are certain people I don't want reading this, I shall attend to this here.
I should be happy for him, that he's happy, that he has work again, that he's getting out of his rut. Yet part of me feels really bitter, that it couldn't of happened a few months ago, that he wasn't happy with me. That he was so unhappy while we were together that it effected our relationship. I should be happy to hear that he's getting over his depression and doing better again. But all I feel is a tightening feeling around my heart, as if it's breaking all over again. Time passes, and everytime I think I've let go, s